Appointment with the therapist went well today.

I have been tasked with blogging about my feelings and how I am reacting to things so I will be boring you all with that.

I'm in the middle of dying my hair. I love dying my hair, its been dyed red for years now and I change the exact color up usually, but its always a rich red. Reds have more fun or are better in bed or something.

I tried to download the blogger app so I could blog from my phone, but it wouldn't download, I'll try again later.

I'm trying to quit smoking. I'm suppose to blog about why I smoke. So now, I am smoking because... I'm anxious about how my hair is going to turn out. I know I will like it after a few days, but will i love it right off the bat? What if I hate it? The dye is orange. I know from experience that the dye color means nothing, but its ORANGE. Its kinda nervewracking to dye a new color. With a new brand too.

I almost stuck to my list when we went grocery shopping. And aside from the dye, it was all stuff we needed. Though I could argue I needed the dye, my roots were a good inch or more. I got some pens for work. God knows I need those. I need a lot of stuff for work, but for now I can borrow from the guys. buying things for work is fun for me, they are toys that have a purpose. I'm excited to buy tools for work.

ok now the dye is turning more red and less orange.

As far as work goes, I still love it, two weeks on the job and its going great. I hope that I continue to love it. 20 hours a week leaves plenty of time for Liam and me time and everything. I'd love to go fulltime there, but I'll have to sell like crazy and out do the other part-time guy, which isn't going to happen anytime soon, though I wouldn't be surprised if he were to quit. He works on the side, which is against the rules, but who am I to say anything? Ok, maybe I should, he's violating a non-compete agreement. Thats a moral dilemma. If he got fired, I'd get more hours, and I'd easily be the best sales person but it doesn't seem right to tattle.